Learning the Hard Way

Today has been a day of enlightenment for me. I realized today that sometimes I just jump in feet first, with no preparation. Not only that, but I think that I can do things that I am not capable of doing, so it is time for a "come to Jesus meeting". Do you ever feel like you just don't fit in this world? That is the way I am feeling today. I am not sure where my place is, and what I am to do with it if I ever find it. I can never seem to do things the way other people do them, one step at a time. I always think that I can do step one and then jump to the end. I must admit that I am not as smart as my brain thinks that I am. And that realization gets me in deep do-do sometimes. I have decided that I need to take a step back and figure out what is important to me and work on accomplishing that thing...gee.